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i don't remember the day we met.
i don't remember what you wore or what i said.
but i know that was the day there became a before and after for me.

breathe in deep and close your eyes. i want you to smile. i want you to mean it.
i want to see inside the minds of the people you speak to.
so i can protect you.
i want you to live.
i want to see you smile.

i think im afraid.
of any kind of bond with a person.
of everything.

i dont trust anyone.
with anything.

but i trust you with everything.