A penny for your thoughts?

i'm counting down
it'll take me a while to realise there's nothing i'm waiting for.
nothing i'm looking foward to.
counting down is just a way to reassure myself that i'm moving foward.
i'm sick of being frozen in time.
it's like walking in a straight line
but you can't see any progress
because to either side of you there's an on going white wall
beneath your feet there's nothing but murky tiles,
and high above you there's a never ending pitch black sky.
no progress, just wasted energy.
so i'll stop now, and i'll find a way around this.
i'll climb those sky high walls.
and i'll get out of here.
take my hand,
i'll miss you if i go alone.