Friday, August 14, 2009

14/8

i try to tolerate everyone. i really do.
i try to accept peoples opinions and actions
but when someone shouts abuse at someone they don't know - for a reason not even remotely plausable, it really ticks me off.
i don't want to hear you telling him he's an 'ugly ginga'
i don't want you to tell her she's 'fucking fat and might as well be dead'
i dont want people to be so cruel.
i reeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllly don't understand any of it.
and when i'm on the bus going home, and the person next to me starts yelling insults out the window at someone, they don't know, walking down the street, i'm not just going to sit there.
she might think i'm an uptight bitch, but to be honest, i don't care.
i wasn't mean.
i asked her if she knew the person, then asked what she'd feel like if a stranger told her she was a dirty fuck and to go back to her own country.
she pulled a face and shrugged it off. but she stopped abusing people.
i'm sorry. i'm sorry that i may or may not have made her feel guilty.
but that boy was beautiful, and happy.
he was happy until she got to him.
i don't want revenge/ justice. i want understanding.
please.

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