Happiness

Sometimes I wonder if I'm happy.
I'm pretty sure I am.
But this weekend I know I was.
I was with Cree, and she makes me smile.
I think that if I could live without human contact, you know, isolate myself from everything, I'd rather not.
Because it would be nice, but it's nice with the friends I have at the moment, if you get me?
It's like, why would I push that away when I like it.
Hah.
I don't know, I'd still like to be like Christopher.
That seems fun.
Without the dying bit.