26/1/12 Motivate me

Give me a path and I'll follow it, but I'd be lying if I said I'd make my own.

An idea is never enough for you, but I'm standing on the same spot I have for years and my feet are thick and heavy. I swallow the same words day after day through fear of disappointing you, only now have I discovered those words have turned to lead, seeping down under my skin, poisoning me in every sense.

I can't. Maybe another time. I don't know.