I was reading something that mentioned faith and jesus.

I don't believe in any sort of god. Or any sort of after life.

Not because I hate the bible, or think if god was real he/she/it'd do something about the unbalanced wealth and wellbeing of countries.

But because I find it impossible to believe that there's something mystical in the universe.

Don't get me wrong, I think it's a beautiful place and thinking about life on other planets is amazing. But in my opinion we're all just atoms that make connections, and when we die those connections fall apart, and sometimes I feel good thinking about that, it's a relief. I love my life, but I don't want to be immortal.

I'd like to exist outside of reality, looking in, watching people scatter about. I like observing, not participating. I love seeing how different people react to the same situation. So I spend a lot of time daydreaming about reincarnation and the like, even though I don't believe in it, because I wish it was real.

27/4

I don't want to do anything. I don't care enough. Don't talk about things that are easy. Nothing's ever easy for everyone. Success is a word tainted by society, it has nothing to do with business but it sure as hell seems to these days. I'm sorry that I'm not what I was, what you think I still am. You'll wake up one day and realise I've changed, that what I've been telling you is true.

I want to breathe backwards just so I'm not like you.

8/4

my toes are cold but my feet are warm. i'm finding contradictions in synonyms.