21/2

The window's open and the air is muggy.
You sit next to me.
Quietly.
Take my hand.
Look at me.
I can't see myself in your eyes.

14/2

raise your voice. get upset. cry.
just remember to love me.

i'm looking for an answer but i haven't even figured out the question yet.
my future does not look bright. it's dim. blurry.
who am i? what do i even want?
i need to find an outlet. something to be passionate about.
because at the moment everything's passing me by, and i don't care.