count to 10 three times, let it go.
septembers almost over.
it went fast.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
you will understand
you won't understand
its the point sometimes
you're tuning in and out of the radio frequencies, you're stomping on my daisies, and i look to smiles for reassurance.
you remind me of a ring half covered in soil and forgotten - sometimes you're.. are (you) right by me, kana?
you wouldn't make it far in the military, and that's making me green, where's the envy?
i'm encoded, and you selectively forget the combination.
but i'm happy, cause it's only sometimes (:
you won't understand
its the point sometimes
you're tuning in and out of the radio frequencies, you're stomping on my daisies, and i look to smiles for reassurance.
you remind me of a ring half covered in soil and forgotten - sometimes you're.. are (you) right by me, kana?
you wouldn't make it far in the military, and that's making me green, where's the envy?
i'm encoded, and you selectively forget the combination.
but i'm happy, cause it's only sometimes (:
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
22/9 Equinox
i almost got hit by a car last week. my life did not flash before my eyes.
i don't go out a lot. i talk to/debate with myself out loud. i can't sing, i can't dance. i forget to breathe on occasion. i have short fingernails. i confuse people. i don't get straight to any point. i like routine. i daydream a lot. i don't know what i'll do with the rest of my life. i like making people happy. i can hardly ever bring myself to say things i know will bother others. i used to be smart. i don't think my brain has developed since year 8. i'm constantly tired. i wish everyone would just love everyone else and we could live.
i'd really like to live
all the time
cause this is life.
sunday was life. that's my life. that's what i want my days to be like, that's how i want to live them.
equinox today (:
i don't go out a lot. i talk to/debate with myself out loud. i can't sing, i can't dance. i forget to breathe on occasion. i have short fingernails. i confuse people. i don't get straight to any point. i like routine. i daydream a lot. i don't know what i'll do with the rest of my life. i like making people happy. i can hardly ever bring myself to say things i know will bother others. i used to be smart. i don't think my brain has developed since year 8. i'm constantly tired. i wish everyone would just love everyone else and we could live.
i'd really like to live
all the time
cause this is life.
sunday was life. that's my life. that's what i want my days to be like, that's how i want to live them.
equinox today (:
Friday, September 18, 2009
every day trying to make up for the one before, climb three flights to tremble at the sight of your already open door, the frustration I see when I tell you I like some company, breaks my heart, how can you be so impartial? and I've made myself the fool who's fallen for you so let me down softly this time and I wont have to come back crying I've just made myself look bad and you're the one who should be feeling bad. it'd be better to forget you but I don't really want to. energy spent trying to believe you're not worth it, you don't deserve it, but I wish you did 'cause I can't live without this, and I'll remember you as the second or two. artists I knew who decided to screw me over cause it's the bolder thing to do.
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